Argh... It was one of the worst week I've ever had. My computer was broken and I felt really confused. Maybe it sounds strange by my life without pc and internet is so empty.

But nevertheless such "off-line" existence has some advantages. For example I had more time on reading books and magazines. I even started watching TV - you got to know that I rather don't like television so when I decide to watch it, then it means I'm desperated. Or have nothing else to do.

But also: more free time = more thoughts. Thoughts about my worthless life, cruel people, sad world, evil and injustice around me. Lots of reflections but oh well... what could I do? I can only feel bad and cry. I'm too weak to change anything...

No, life without pc isn't easy. Because when my virtual sweet life's gone away, I have to live in the hard reality.

I don't want it anymore. But unfortunately my pc still goes crappy so who knows, maybe I'll have to fall in reality soon. Again. It hurts.